Friday, May 18, 2007
blogg-ed at 8:35 PM
fcuked up with stuffs, things have not been going too well for me. exams and stuffs. kinda bored of everything. school, home and just every other thing. life is such a routine. wake up, go school, come home and sleep. thats all man. at times where i just stare and just wish for company. thats all. everybody seems lie their so busy but i just dont get it?! what are they busy with, or am i just plain picky. had been drinking this few days. but who cares. the only past time i have left. can someone give me smt to do. emerge huh, tomorrow. i dont even know am i involved in any event. thats how involved i am with church life. maybe i shouldnt join church in the first place. giving everyone plenty of trouble. not talking about my results, i only passed my eng and chem. asking people for advice and what to do but theyll give the same answer, its alrite, try harder nest time. ITS NOT ALRIGHT. I FAILED MY MID YEAR AND HAVE A PREETY HIGH CHANCE OR RETAINING. WHICH PART OF IT IS ALRIGHT. just drinking as much as i can~